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  A JARED McKEAN MYSTERY

  RACING THE

  DEVIL

  JADEN TERRELL

  Copyright © 2012 by Jaden Terrell

  All rights reserved. No part of this publication, or parts thereof, may be reproduced in any form, except for the inclusion of brief quotes in a review, without the written permission of the publisher.

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  eISBN: 1-57962-302-6

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Terrell, Jaden–

  Racing the devil : a Jared McKean mystery / Jaden Terrell.

  pages cm

  1. Private investigators—Tennessee—Nashville—Fiction.

  2. Parents of children with disabilities—Fiction. I. Title.

  PS3620.E753R33 2012

  813'.6—dc23 2011045115

  Printed in the United States of America.

  Dedicated to

  Chester Campbell

  Mentor, critique partner, friend

  AUTHOR’S THANKS AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

  NO BOOK IS CREATED without the help and support of many special (and sometimes long-suffering) people. Above all and always, thanks to Mike Hicks for his constant love, encouragement, and support. Thanks to my mother, Ruthanne Terrell, and my brother, David Terrell, for their love and loyalty; Craig Combs for his friendship and for coming up with the perfect description of Jared (“Magnum PI meets Tim McGraw”); and former co-worker and fellow author Jim Winfree for giving me my first “break.”

  A special thanks to my agent Jill Marr, my publishers Martin and Judith Shepard of The Permanent Press, cover artist Lon Kirschner, and copy editor Joslyn Pine. I’d also like to thank Clay Stafford for all he does to help aspiring authors find publication and for letting me be a part of the Killer Nashville conference.

  Thanks also to officer Dan DeFranzo, detectives John Knowles and Pat Postiglione and the Metro Citizen’s Police Academy for information about homicide detectives and the Metro police force; Charles Harlan, Medical Examiner, and the UT Knoxville forensics department for explaining about decomposition and answering all my forensics questions; Ken Mastri, Mastering Engineer, for the information about the recording industry; Assistant D.A. Bobby Hibbett, for his long-term friendship and being one of the very first readers of this book; David and Lana Adkins, for helping me understand what it’s like to live in a family of police officers; George Chicazola, for helping with the Spanish phrases; Tamelyn Feinstein Mastri, for providing inspiration and encouragement since the sixth grade; Travis Baldwin, for cultivating a love of reading and storytelling in me; Michael Mill, for his advice and constant friendship; Christina Wilburn for her grace, goodness, and editorial advice; Joe Clark, for bringing a fresh eye to Jared’s story; and Ben Small, for leading the charge against typos.

  I’d also like to thank the following people for their friendship and support: Brad Jones, Jeff Bibb, Barclay and Cathy Randall, Allan Barlow, C.J. Breland, Sherry Langford, Mark Jones, Brett Bias, Henry Faust, Jeff and Lila Smith, Bob Blanton, Gary Lane, and Chris Clark; all my wonderful friends and co-workers from MI, including Chris McCown, Kathy Palmer, Mary Beth Ross, Steve Jones, Scott Coulthard, Phil Perry, Lane Wright, Alan Lee, Michael Panasuk, Pat Thomas, Brian Thomas, and Louis Allen.

  The Quill and Dagger Writer’s Group deserves a special thanks: Nancy Sartor, Richard Emerson, Hardy Saliba, Nikki Nelson-Hicks, Nina Fortmeyer, Jeannie Arnold, Robert Helbig, and especially Chester Campbell, who went above and beyond the call of duty.

  That the book exists at all is thanks to the support and encouragement of these fine people. Any errors are my own alone.

  EVEN IN THE DIM light of the bar, I could see the bruises.

  Beginning just below one eye, they spread down the side of her face and neck, tinged the blue rose tattoo above the swell of her left breast, and seeped beneath the plunging neckline of her scarlet halter.

  She paused inside the door, hugging herself. Her gaze swept the room, lit briefly on one face, then another. Looking for something, or someone. Or maybe for someone’s absence.

  I looked away before she could catch me staring, and when I glanced up again, she had squeezed onto a slick red stool between two beefy bikers whose low-slung jeans revealed the top third of their buttocks.

  One of the bikers tilted his head toward her. Murmured something I couldn’t hear.

  She flinched and drew in a ragged breath. Said something that made him scowl and turn back to his drink. Then Dani, the bartender, brought her an amber liquid over ice, and she hunched over the laminated bar, stirring her drink with one finger. The fingertips of her other hand rubbed gingerly at her cheek. She flicked her tongue across a split in her lower lip and blinked hard.

  Not my problem, I told myself, even as my hand tightened around my glass. There were a thousand reasons why a woman might come to a bar with bruises on her cheeks and tears in her eyes. Not all of them involved some jerk with a sour temper and heavy fists.

  I tore my gaze away and told myself again: Not my problem.

  It was a sweltering June night, and I was sweating my cojones off at a corner table of the First Edition Bar and Grill and trying to forget that Maria, my wife of thirteen years, was spending her first anniversary with a man who wasn’t me. We’d married young, two weeks after my twenty-first birthday, and while my mind understood what had gone wrong, the rest of me still felt like someone had thrown a bag over my head and scraped me raw with a cheese grater.

  She’d waited a decent year before remarrying, but it wasn’t long enough to keep my heart from aching like a broken tooth whenever I imagined D.W.’s hands on her, his mouth against hers . . .

  A quavering voice interrupted my darkening fantasies. “Hey, Cowboy. Buy a girl a beer?”

  I looked up to see the woman in the scarlet halter top, and the first thing I thought was, Cowboy . . . Maria called me that.

  The second thing I thought was, Why the hell not?

  “Sure.” I gestured to the empty seat across from me, and she squeezed past a lanky man in leather and slid into the chair. “What’s your brand?”

  “Bud Light.” She gave me a watery smile and patted her stomach, which was as flat as a whippet’s. “Got to watch the weight.”

  I edged through the crowd to the L-shaped bar and ordered the Bud and another Jack and Coke from Dani. She pushed a stray curl behind one ear and slid two glasses toward me with a nod toward the table I’d just left. “Looking to get lucky?”

  “I don’t know. She seems a little . . . fragile.”

  “Afraid she’ll glom on?”

  “Plenty to be afraid of before it gets to that.”

  “The boyfriend’s out of the picture, if that matters. Or so she says.”

  “So she says.”

  “Seemed to me like she could use a little comfort.”

  “Maybe. But why me?”

  “You gotta be kidding.” A smile flitted across her face as she reached across the bar and smoothed the front of my shirt with her palm. “Believe me, honey, you’re the pick of the litter.”

  I gave her a goofy grin, stammered a thanks, and stuffed a couple of dollars into the beer mug she’d set out for tips. Then I wended my way through the sweat-sour crush of bodies and the cigarette haze back to my table, where a burly guy who looked like someone had superglued a tumbleweed to his face was putting the moves on my new acquaintance.

  He was about five-ten to my six feet, built like a barrel and reeking of cigar smoke. When he saw me, he rocked back on his heels and glared at me through slitted eyes, maybe gauging if he could take me. I was prett
y sure he couldn’t.

  The muscles in my shoulders tensed, and we stared each other down for a long moment. Then he dropped his gaze, adjusted his crotch with one massive hand, and mumbled to my tablemate, “Aw, he ain’t man enough for you.” He ambled toward the pool table, throwing a gap-toothed, tobacco-tinged grin back over his shoulder. “You want a real man, give me a holler.”

  I set the lady’s beer in front of her and slid into the seat across the table from her. She scooted her chair closer so I could hear her over the din. “Cockroaches. If there’s one in the room, he’ll find me. You come here often?”

  I smiled at the cliché. “I stop by for a beer and a burger most Friday nights.”

  “No beer tonight.” She nodded toward my glass.

  “Nope.” I thought of Maria, and a bitter taste came into my mouth. “Tonight called for something stronger.”

  She glanced at my left hand. “You’re not married.”

  “Divorced.”

  “Kids?”

  “One.” I tugged my wallet out of my hip pocket, flipped to my son’s school picture. I handed it over, watching her face as she studied it.

  The corners of her mouth twitched up. No pity. No revulsion. “He’s cute,” she said.

  “He has Down syndrome.”

  “I have a cousin with Down’s,” she said. “Sweet kid.”

  Something in my gut relaxed. She handed back the wallet and said, “I’ve never been here before. Seems pretty rough.”

  I glanced around the room. The First Edition was originally conceived as a retreat for journalists and reporters—cozy and intimate, with a clientele who wore tweed jackets with suede patches on the elbows. It had changed hands several times since then and had finally evolved into a cramped sports bar catering primarily to good ol’ boys and bikers, but the decor retained vestiges of its past. Ancient printing presses and yellowing early editions of The Tennessean and The Nashville Banner shared shelf space with NASCAR photos and neon Bud Light signs. A Jeff Gordon ball cap hung from the half-empty potato chip rack, a rubber arm jutting from beneath it.

  Beside the bar, a bulletin board labeled “Wall of Shame” was covered with candid photographs—a grinning man in a neon pink construction helmet, a shot of someone mooning the photographer, a bearded man at the pool table shooting the cue ball into the V of a young woman’s spread legs.

  No pictures of yours truly.

  The lettering on the front window read, First Edition Bar and Grill. Bikers Welcome.

  “It’s not as rough as it looks,” I said, pointing to a sign beside the Wall of Shame. It said, No vulgar language. “They don’t even allow cussing in here.”

  “It’s noisy, though.” She slid her hands beneath her hair to rub the muscles of her neck, then leaned forward and placed her forearms on the table, giving me a good view of her cleavage. “Can I ask you something?”

  “Sure.”

  Her cell phone rang, a tinny blast of “Born to Be Wild.” She startled, rummaged through her purse, and fished out a shiny silver phone that looked like a miniature spaceship. She squinted at the name on the screen, and a shudder ran through her body.

  “Oh, God,” she said.

  I felt my eyes narrow. “Is that him?”

  She nodded.

  “Tell him to get lost.”

  Her voice was a whisper. “I can’t.”

  Her hands trembled as she fumbled with the phone.

  I laid my hand over hers. “Ignore it then.”

  “I can’t.” She flipped open the front cover and held the phone to her ear. “Hello? Baby?”

  I couldn’t make out the words, but I could hear him shouting from where I sat. She blinked back tears and listened, her whole body trembling. “No, sweetheart, I didn’t mean . . . I didn’t . . .”

  I gave her three minutes. Then I took the phone away. “Back off, buddy,” I said into the speaker. “The lady wants to be left alone.” Then I hung up.

  “Oh, God,” she said again. “He’s going to kill me.”

  “You’re not thinking of going back to him?”

  “No, no, you don’t understand. He’ll find me.” She flicked her tongue across her injured lip again and crossed her arms across her breasts. “What am I going to do?”

  “The first thing you do is get a restraining order.”

  With a sharp, bitter laugh, she gestured to her battered face. “I had a restraining order when he did this. For all the good it did.”

  “I have friends on the force. I’ll check on it tomorrow. You’ll file charges.”

  It wasn’t a question.

  She gave a hitching sob. “I can’t . . . I don’t know . . . I mean, okay. Only . . . Will you stay with me? Tonight? You don’t know how he is.”

  She was looking for a protector, not a lover, which was fine with me. Still, there were probably a million reasons to say no. I considered telling her I had a previous engagement and getting the hell out.

  But there was no previous engagement.

  “Why not?” I threw back the rest of my drink and pushed away from the table as the alcohol burned its way down my throat. “You want to take one car or two?”

  “Let’s take yours.” She wiped at her eyes and forced another smile, revealing a smudge of cherry lipstick on one tooth. “He’ll be looking for mine.”

  Since the parking lot was packed, I’d left my truck a little farther up the street. We walked past the antique boutique and the Tae Kwan Do school where I took lessons and occasionally taught. From there, it was less than a three-minute stroll to the strip mall where my black and silver Chevy Silverado sat glistening like a water bug beneath the streetlight.

  “Nice wheels.” She ran a loving hand over the front fender. The diffused light of the parking lot softened the hard angles of her face and made her almost beautiful. “You okay to drive?”

  “I’m okay.” I opened the passenger side door and she slid across the seat as I closed the door behind her. When I climbed behind the wheel, she wriggled into the hollow under my arm. Poked the bobblehead Batman on the dashboard and giggled. Her hair still smelled of cigarette smoke, but underneath that was a musky perfume that, combined with the whiskey I’d been drinking, made it hard to think clearly. I said, “I don’t even know your name.”

  “It’s Heather.” Her fingers squeezed my knee, trailed up my thigh.

  I closed my hand over hers. “You don’t have to do that.”

  “Sssh.” She lifted her other hand and pressed the index finger to my lips. “I want to.”

  Maybe she wanted more than a protector, after all. I had a feeling I was headed for a night of raw and meaningless sex that I should probably feel guilty about but didn’t.

  “I’m Jared.” I tried to keep my voice steady as her hand continued its northerly migration. “Jared McKean.”

  “I know. I asked the bartender. Jared McKean, Private Eye.” This time, her smile was wicked. “Or should I say, Private Dick?”

  WE STOPPED TO PICK UP a bottle of sangria and a couple of wineglasses. Then she directed me to a seedy motel off Lebanon Road. Twenty-four hour porn, rentals by the night or by the hour.

  Nothing classy about it, but that was just as well. Class would have been wasted on us.

  By the time she slipped the electronic key into the slot and pushed the door open, I was lightheaded with alcohol and muzzy with lust. I like to think of myself as a fairly centered, thoughtful kind of guy, but by then my center had drifted considerably south.

  I thought briefly of Maria and felt a pang of guilt. But hey, I wasn’t married anymore. I wasn’t even dating anyone. And it wasn’t like Maria wasn’t giving it up to old D.W., probably at that very moment. So what difference did it make if I had sex with someone I’d just met?

  We squeezed inside the room, and Heather pushed me back against the door and pressed herself against me. Her tongue explored my mouth, flicked across my lips, and fluttered down my neck. Her breath was ragged with excitement, warm, and scented wi
th beer. Her hands were everywhere.

  I pulled away long enough to gasp, “You don’t have to do this. I’ll stay anyway.”

  “Don’t,” she whispered. “I need . . .” Her voice trailed off.

  I thought of Maria again and nodded.

  I needed, too.

  Let’s just say it took us a while to get to the sangria.

  I remembered the condom, barely.

  There is a kind of sex where two people have learned each other’s preferences and rhythms, where one person’s curves fit into the other person’s spaces like the pieces of a puzzle. It’s a slow, comfortable sex with a rightness and intensity, and it takes years of time and love to get there.

  But there is another kind of sex, all animal ferocity and passion, sweat and thrust and howl and moan. Heartbeats pounding like primeval drums. Your body rises and she’s there to meet it, and you think she might devour you, and you wish she would. Heat. Shuddering. Her legs around you, and you feel each tremor of that drenched and pulsing place between her thighs.

  Three guesses which we had.

  Afterward, we lay entangled with each other and the sheets. The sweat cooled on our bodies, and the room smelled heavily of musk.

  “Mmmm. That was nice.” She leaned over and planted a wet kiss firmly on my lips. “Wait here, and I’ll go get us a drink.” She peeled the condom from between my thighs, kissed the place where it had been, and swung her legs over the edge of the bed. “I’ll get rid of this on the way to the fridge.”

  I watched as she padded to the wastebasket, then to the refrigerator. She was thinner than my ex-wife, with sharp, jutting hipbones and a small, flat behind. Her breasts were soft and pear-shaped, with long pink nipples that stood up like the ends of a big man’s thumbs. I could count her ribs and the vertebrae that ran like a knotted chain down the center of her back.

  She had two tattoos in addition to the rose on her left breast. One was a circle of barbed wire and blue roses around her right ankle, the other a small yellow butterfly on her left shoulder. Her lipstick was smeared, and there were dark smudges in the hollows beneath her eyes where her mascara had run. Her hair was tousled, and since I was the one who had tousled it, I found it both erotic and endearing.